To Teach is to Reflect
There are times in life when the question of knowing if one can think differently than one thinks, and perceive differently than one sees, is absolutely necessary if one is to go on looking and reflecting at all.
~Michel Foucault
I believe that Foucault is speaking to the fact that reflection cannot take place without the possibility of change- whether it be in thought or action. Otherwise, reflection would serve no purpose; you would simply keep moving in the same direction.
In “reflection” of this class, I can honestly say that I have begun to really give the outside world a lot of thought. Until now, I thought I understood what it meant to support diverse learners. However, I now realize there is really no way of delivering sufficient instruction without adequate and thoughtful research of the whole student. Generalizations of a single culture will not provide the information necessary in meeting an individual student’s needs.
In hindsight, I believe cultural invitations are not only important but necessary to academic development. By this, I mean that mere acceptance is not enough. We as teachers need to welcome cultures into the classroom and foster an environment of cultural exploration. When we provide a safe place in which to share all cultures, students will develop a willingness to share. It is crucial that all students value literacy. When students are able to make personal connections with literacy, they will value its purpose in their world. The Sudanese refugees valued storytelling. It was their way of preserving their heritage. From the older generations, the Sudanese learned their history and the art of storytelling. When they came to America, writing provided an avenue through which they could inform the world about their mother country. They not only wanted to raise awareness, but they wanted to “call others to act.” Literacy for the Sudanese had a clear purpose. In the future, I plan to invite different cultures to share their life stories with us through storytelling and writing. After all, we are always encouraging students to use their own voices.
Through further reflection, I have decided that I need to give all students opportunities to use their dialects in the classroom. Writing would provide a great avenue for self expression. By allowing students to use their own dialects in writing, I believe it would free up their minds and allow them to write more fluidly. So often, the thought process is interrupted by grammar rules. All children need to be given a safe atmosphere in which to write. By incorporating this attitude into my classroom, I will open up a door for educating ourselves about other cultures. As I stated in an earlier post regarding the African Carribean girls, “messages may be altered or even lost when they are ‘avoiding their mother tongues and dialects.’ Til now, I believe we as Americans have just expected everyone to immediately conform to our language and literacy practices. Let us not forget what it is like to learn something for the first time; we all must take baby steps at first.
An area in which I feel that I did improve this year was independent reading. During self-selected reading time, I encouraged all students to read on their own levels. To ensure that students were following this guideline, I periodically checked their book levels and compared it to my recorded levels. Students showed improvement in fluency this year. In addition, I think they actually enjoyed reading more because they did not become frustrated, and they were more attentive to the text. No matter the grade level, it is absolutely necessary that students read text that is appropriate for their individual needs. Students like Laurie and Jake need text on their level in order to grow. When students already feel inferior for reasons other than school, they especially need to be given opportunities in which they can feel successful.
Along with making greater efforts in preserving native languages, providing opportunities for independent reading, and welcoming cultural education, I also need to meet with parents more often. I need to stay abreast of any home life changes which may impact my students’ performance. It’s difficult to know how to help someone if you cannot identify the problem. Hicks seemed to have a good relationship with Laurie’s family. This relationship provided an additional window into her life. Anytime a child’s behavior changes drastically, there is a reason for it. With continuous parent communication, I can identify the cause much more quickly and perhaps resolve it much more quickly.
Laurie’s story will certainly inspire me to pay close attention to those “good” students. While many students exhibit good behavior on a regular basis, I need to make sure that they are not using good behavior as a means of masking deficits. Although I do need to acknowledge “good” behavior and encourage it, I do not want to overlook academic challenges because of it. Looking the other way will not benefit Laurie and students like her in the long run. In fact, allowing her to slide by because of her “good” behavior would be a huge disservice to her. I owe it to my students to be more attentive to their student needs.
Since I began teaching, I have heard about the importance of making learning real for the students. In other words, how does education pertain to their lives? Jake’s story really hit home for me. So many struggling students give up very early in their school career because they have determined that they are not performing as their peers. Their parents usually seem surprised. Because of their positive reading experiences at home, parents naturally assume that their children are performing on the same level in the classroom. In reflecting on my own experiences, I realize that I need to make a greater effort to gather books of interest for the child and plan projects which will interest and motivate the child. While this practice may be difficult to incorporate every day, I can certainly take steps toward making it more common. I would much rather they read and write about topics of choice than not at all. They will still learn and maybe they will gain some confidence along the way which is crucial for success.
Words cannot express the effect this class has had on me as an educator. It has shed some new light on the term “diverse”. Within each classroom, there is an entire class of diverse learners. Whether it be language, dialect, socioeconomic background, or unique family situations, each child is bringing their own discourse into the classroom. They are bringing us the best they have; therefore, we must give them the best we can to ensure that they learn.
Holly Lawson