Speaking Up and Speaking Out
First I have to begin by saying this was a difficult article for me to read and understand. I didn't know what some of the terminology meant, but I think I still got the main jist of it. As I read this article and pondered the author’s discussions groups with these African Caribbean girls, I tried to imagine what I myself might feel like if I were in a similar situation. I think that in our country, as much as we try to say we have put race issues behind us, many American still harbor negative feelings about those who look or speak differently. I know that being a teenager was hard enough for me, coming from a pretty normal family similar to those of the other kids I went to school with. We were not wealthy, but I didn’t have the issues these girls had to overcome. It’s hard as a white woman to think about what it would be like to be of another color, and how many difficulties that would pose for you. Add in the language factor, and it’s no wonder these girls felt some insecurities.
For many children and teens, contribution to class presents some problems. Kids are often afraid to speak their thoughts for fear of being laughed at or made fun of, especially if you are not in the “in crowd”. I would venture to guess these girls were not part of the socially popular. The article mentioned how schools can produce fear about public speaking; if students feel threatened by their peers, either due to their speaking abilities or differences in opinions, why would they volunteer to share their thoughts? If I thought or knew that people would scorn me for sharing my thoughts, I would likely keep them to myself.
I thought it was an interesting situation the author created by meeting with these girls in a separate setting apart from the regular classroom. However, it didn't seem like a scenario easily replicated due to mere time and resources in the read world. I realize she was doing what she did for the sake of research, but not many teachers would have the time or resources to pull that off. However, this situationt gave these girls an opportunity to open up and be themselves, and even in this setting it took them a while to be able to do that. I wonder if that was so because of their own feelings of inferiority or if classmates’ teasing had caused them to become that way. When I was in high school there was a Vietnamese boy in my class. At that time there were not many immigrants in our area. He was in fact the first person in our school from another country. He started classes with us in 9th grade, and was immediately accepted and quickly became friends with almost everyone in the school. His English wasn’t very good at first, but he was very outgoing and brilliant. He always contributed to class discussions and nobody ever laughed about his language or accent. His family was upper middle class, so he had educated parents and dressed like all the other kids. The language issue didn’t keep him from fitting in and finding his way in our culture, so I have to think that there may be other issues at play with the girls in the article. Do black immigrants (or blacks in general) have more difficulties being accepted than Asian immigrants? Do girls have more trouble fitting in than do boys?
There was a comment in the article about how one’s voice is formed, not found, in a classroom setting. I think that statement is very powerful. Everything that happens in our lives helps to shape and form our opinions of the world around us. Our experiences at home as well as those at school form our opinions about ourselves and influence the choices we make in our lives. The play between Alice and Nadia gives us some insight about their plans in life: they are going to grow up and get married and take care of their families. It doesn’t sound like they have many academic goals, such as college or careers. Perhaps this is because in the cultures they come from, girls are expected to marry and be housewives. I doubt if many white American girls would be writing about cooking for and taking care of a husband. That’s just what was important to them, so it’s what they wrote about. At such a very young age, they had already resigned themselves to follow in the footsteps of their mothers and grandmothers, without thinking that maybe they could take another path. I am not saying that being a mom and housewife is demeaning, just that it didn’t seem like the girls thought they had any other options.
It seemed that by the end of the study the girls really began to open up and take more risks in their writing and oral contributions. I think the author found topics which the girls could really relate to, things that really mattered a lot to them in their lives at the time. In a regular classroom setting, however, even if discussing the same topics I don’t think they would have participated as much. Being in the small setting with similar peers gave them the security needed to takes risks in their learning, and opened up opportunities for them to contribute and share their thoughts and ideas both verbally and in writing.
Experiencing Literacy In and Out of School
Daniel and Zonnie both had their own set of complex problems to deal with. Daniel seemed to be having a harder time fitting in at school, but he also seemed to be more assertive in expressing his identity as a Native American. They both had their outlets of expression, Daniel with his drums and Zonnie with her poetry. But they both seemed to be floundering with literacy according to their teachers; they seemed to be the kids who took up a seat but didn’t really stand out as special in any way. The teachers only see them in the academic setting of school, a place where neither of them really shines as a star, so they are missing out on their unique abilities in music, dance, and composing. Even Zonnie’s abilities at writing poetry seem to go unnoticed because at school she is asked to write about things that don’t really matter to who so the teacher doesn’t see her true abilities. Both of these children are using literacy to a great extent in their personal lives, even if it isn’t in ways traditional schooling would consider academic. It is sad that they are not being given the opportunity to develop their talents in school, but at least they have supportive families that recognize their abilities at home and encourage them to persue their education. Zonnie was able to connect to her reading teachers, probably because they came closer to understanding her than any of her other teachers, but Daniel didn’t seem to really connect with any teachers or friends at school.
It is very sad to see children in situations such as this, but it happens much too often in our schools. Children are left out for many reasons, not just for their cultural backgrounds. Being a teenager trying to fit it is difficult for any kid, but I imagine that the difficulties increase dramatically for those of different ethnicity. I wish that there was an easy solution, one that could make these groups of students feel worthy and important and their ideas welcome in our classrooms. Unfortunately, racism is a difficult monster to defeat. It seems throughout the articles that we have read that the students seemed to respond best when teachers took the time to acknowledge these different cultures and validate these children as having a place in their classes. If the children feel welcomed and important, then they are likely to be more interested in trying to learn in predominantly white classrooms. It seems in both these schools the teachers didn’t do much to try to help the children fit in. I would think in areas with higher populations of minority groups, as was the case where these children lives, emphasis would be placed on the teachers and training given to them to help them understand how to be more accommodating. At my school, we have a high Asian and Hispanic culture, and we have had many workshops about the cultures and customs of these groups. It helps to understand why they do things the way they do, and it helps me as a teacher be more understanding of where my students are coming from and more patient with them as I help them learn.
Lorie Hedrick